Sickness has no place in the family, because we're fighters.

May 8th , 2007

This is going to be a bit of a hard one to write.

Finding the right words is quite hard. But many people have now heard it around , here or there, and I don’t want to keep it from anyone I love , but I wish I wouldn’t have to say nothing , keep my mouth shut , because declaring it makes it so much more REAL .

I really hate to post it on facebook, but I know people read this way more and it would make it way easier than repeating it over and over again.

The truth is that, I’m taking it pretty well, as much as I can. Sometimes I am selfish, thinking more about how this would affects me rather than the person that is hurting. But I’ve been praying , and I realized that it’s all about him right now , so I’ll do anything I can for the man who took care of me , even though we’ve not always been on the same string a lot of times , fights were way more numerous then normal talks . But I learn now that this has gotten me so strong, and I see him in me. How strong he is, how he’s ALWAYS right, or his passion for life. We might have different interest, or don’t even accept ourselves, but maybe it’s because of the strong similar personality we have.

I know this will be difficult. But I am certain, with the help of our entire family; we can fight this horrible sickness that has taken over my dad’s body. Cancer is a horrible thing. But my dad has never let anything get in his way, and this won’t surely be the first. He’ll fight and I believe that we will all become better people out of it… realize the things we said, the times he said he would change. I believe this will happen and he will get out of it, after all God did make me a promise. And if it’s sickness we have to endure to get it … we’ll fight. Everyday …. And mooreee ….. Until everything get’s placed in the right order…