reach for it. cause you're almost there...

November 8th, 2007


Okayy soo ...
I want to know, by raise of hand.( do so if yes) am I absolutely crazy . ?
I wonder if anyone one else ever does this...

Sometimes, well most of the time, I pretend that my life is a TV show. And I am the main character in it. This is often what I think about when I just wake up... I intentionally get a good song set on my alarm clock for the opening act.

I wonder if my life would be interesting enough to make it as a Hit. I think it would. If you could hear my thoughts that is... and the stupid things I do. the things I’ve gone through, oh and my very cute roommates. I think all that could be so big that they would beg me to make a movie. Well maybe...

Maybe i'm just weird. maybe i'll make that a definitely...
I just know that life is beautiful.
and I hope everyone realizes that before they waste it away .



I decided in one second to just drive home today . I do that sometimes. Planning things is so overrated. I stopped at Michel's house told him to be ready in an hour if he wanted to come. and I’m glad he did. Because we had an amazing talk about life and the definition of happiness. How you can’t let go of things you love... and how you have to stand strong in what you believe in .
I'll def be that person who does these things...

and when I got home, teary eyed cause I actually ,for once since I moved away, REALLY realized I sort of missed this place that I love so much. I realised that I have an awesome family that I sometimes take for granted. Along with a lot of people i've lost touch with...
Which really made me want to Christmas music actually... I don't know how that relates?

It feels good to be home. And even if this TV show isn't the best hit ever... it will never get cancelled. Not any time yet...

Plus it has a GREAT soundtrack <3 ...