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June 30th, 2007


Wow . Lately . Time has past so quickly that I don't even know where I’m standing. Maybe the future does indeed "freak me out" , or maybe I just have to , how can I put this ? , GET OVER IT.

It just seems like i've accomplished so many things in like a fraction of a second , when in reality , it took a lifetime. Since I was born , I was thought to listen , talk , walk . and once In school read , write , DO MATHS . haha . then as I grew up I learn more and more. I love learning and one thing I’m sure of is that I will never be satisfied with my knowledge. There is so much that we can learn everyday of our lives. small or big . it's all worth it.

This year was not the best for me. There were a lot of situation that were hard to break through. I’m still going through some of them at this moment. But for some reason I’m glad I went trough them . It has strengthen my soul , and made me realize so much . it reminds me of that quote “God never gives you too much that you wouldn’t be able to handle” and in that process, He teaches you more , teaches you how to cope . So in these circumstance, I learn .

Next year , things will change tremendously , I will have to discover a whole new sector in life. University life. I will have to discipline myself to succeed. And learn how to live without my family right at my side giving me that extra push when I need it . haha . This challenge is so intriguing to me , I can’t wait to get started.

I don’t really know what this message is about . I’m just ranting about learning . and how even if we graduate . being university or high school , we never can lose that sense of curiosity . It’s important to me to be taught. to question . to research . Even when I am not always interested to what the subject is . I have to keep an extra ear open to what others , teachers , elders , friends and God have to say . And only that way , I can never grow old.

I will continue to laugh ,
I will try not to stress .

I will smile more.
And when I do .
mean it.


That’s all .